Four years of sobriety and approaching forty years of age on planet Earth. I feel naive, vulnerable and fearful of a world I perused through an alcoholic lens. In one respect I’m trailblazing in an exciting landscape beset with wonder and intrigue. However, there’s always a sinister presence skulking in the shadows. Maybe it’s somethingContinue reading “4 Going On 40”
I often feel overwhelmed by life. I struggle to be in the moment and feel ok in my own skin. I feel vulnerable, fearful and insufficient for the environment that encroaches on my being. Disconnection is an abyss of lonesome dread wherein lies a precipice of the human condition.
Musing, losing, authenticating, meaning, fusing, thinking, nothing, working, ending, ruminating, finding, neverending, meandering, surrounding, perpetuating, existing.